Everlasting Faith (I Want God to Know)


 I really want God to be proud of me. 

I really want Him to know how much I care.

I want Him to know I try

And when I mess up– I cry

Because I know I can do better. 

Be better. Love Better. Write better. Listen better…


I wonder if He knows that I am running toward perfection – even though I know its not attainable. And even in knowing its impossible for me to reach perfection, I cling to the idea of it because it makes me feel closer to Him...


A little more worthy of grace I've received even when I did not acknowledge His name– Jehovah.

Even when I did not put the respect it deserved on His Sons name, who was sacrificed so that I might be forgiven for my sins – Jesus Christ .


I want God to know, I'll never stop trying.


Regardless of what they say 

Regardless of what they do


“ I know you 

and I know that you know me too.

Therefore I’ll continue to sprint towards your presence, even when falling. The trip could never hurt worse than dying and realizing that rather than ascending I am disintegrating; with soon nothing truly left of me except a urn or a box with a stone on top. I’ll take my chances.” 


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