Relations

 

At some point I did something to make you look at me differently. Even though you don't say it, I see it. You move differently, you talk differently, even your smile is different. 

I begin to blame myself for something I'm not even sure I did;  proceed to figure out how to make you happy again. I go back and forth with myself wondering is it really just me or is it you too? 

I automatically take responsibility for trying to make you a part of the issue and instead begin to reflect on my behavior and what I could do better. I see my faults, I take accountability and proceed to move forward believing that the issue has been fixed. Things are good until they aren't. 

Its me again and I begin to ask myself, is it me or is it you too? 

Here we go again