Support Group

 

     Support Group?

I know it’s not everyone’s job to understand me, I question whether anyone ever will. I suppose I’m just starting to really see where the hurt is coming from...

 Changing the people I hung around and the places I spent time in was good but it came at a cost. A cost of feeling like its impossible to be understood  by people who haven't walked similar paths than you. Who also therefore have perspectives are simply different

But I know different isn’t bad and I’ve learned so much. I guess it’s just hard or annoying or i don't know what the word is; but being the person to carry the stuff. Being the one with the "story". The "hard life". The one who "did it" who "made it out"—- kind of....

Is there a support group for that ?




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