As the year comes to a close many will say but few will actually do; and in do I mean take the time to actually reflect, to consider, to grieve, to release--- people, things, feelings, and memories that no longer serve them. I’ve talked about the illusion of control a number of times. We want to feel like we have it; most often in times where we don’t.....
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I could feel that it was time to let go. Things were becoming toxic and stressful. And I was getting that feeling I get when I've reached a certain threshold with someone. I’m not big on grudges and i do my best to practice giving grace and mercy because God has done that for me. But I can’t help but acknowledge how I think I’ve misused or misunderstood what giving grace really looks like. I think for me it’s a fine line between giving grace and making excuses for people. Because of where I’m at right now spiritually and because of how God has moved in these last few weeks — I never take anything for chance but I know for sure this season I am in “transition”. Every thing happening has to do with what is about to take place. There is a cleansing taking place. A removal of seasonal things/people; a removal of things that I wasn’t supposed to be doing or people I shouldn’t have been around in the first place. All of this is happening at this very moment. I’ve set with thoughts and memories that I hadn't considered or thought about in a long time. I’ve set with God and prayed about everything and so I know it’s okay. It’s covered. I wish them the best truly. And this has helped me really sit with a few things…. A New Year. 12/27/23
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