When you’ve grown up around people who have only displayed a selfish attitude you’re bound to pick up some habits.
Even when you do your best to do the opposite because you see how their behaviors affect people around them-- there are still unconscious things that set in.
Growing up with people who were about themselves and whomever they favored most; growing up with parents who favor themselves first; growing up never really seeing people show raw affection. Only seeing affection that was covered up with screaming, yelling, and name calling. Never really understanding why and wanting to hate them for their ugly behavior towards you and others. Knowing that this wasn’t how it was supposed to be but only being in these spaces with these people, people who are not just strangers but people that you share DNA with.
No matter how hard you try you are a part of them and they are apart of you. The good and the ugly.
You begin to then realize-- your ugly is showing....
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