Eye of Joy

  You have to remember that even if it doesn’t work; it doesn’t diminish you're worth.  There is a man of God who will love you and accept you and be able to step into that sacrifice wholeheartedly.  I know not because of who I am but because of who my God is that that man will be blessed and that God will use you to bless him and his family for generations.  You might be a sacrifice but for the right man; it will be worth it. 

Death is a bitch and I hate hoe  If he wasnt immortal; I wouldlve been murked that nigga  He does nothin but show up and ruin peoples lives  I met him very briefly for the first time when I was in first grade.  He took my Grandfather. I didn’t really know much about him, other than he made people sad We began to see one another every couple years throughout my life  I'd never really understand why people would be so mad at him until years later.. This bitch as nigga showed up TWICE    within a week n a half  He took my cousin and then not even a full week later he took my auntie  At that point I wanted to go hands up with this muthafucka  How dare he?  And you know whats crazy  Sometimes he just come around n tease people  Playin mind games and shit  Man… I hate that nigga fr  I'll never understand why some people kick it wit'em  Why they sit up and engage witem like he not a sucka  If I could kill deat...

  I want a loud type of love  A I cant wait to see you again type of love  A even when we're at odds, you'll never fail to step in   Type of love  I want a courageous type of love  A carry me when I can't walk type of love   a gentle, type of love   A handled with care kind of love    The love that makes you stay Even when you want to go  kind of love  That Love that transcends time  kind of love  The kind of love  that is sure  The kind of love  that is free  A love that is a reflection of His love for you and me Love---  I dare to dream that one day the love I seek will be bestowed upon me  One that fills the largest rooms and brightens the earth like the sun on a clear day That love that connects you safely to land after riding the waves of the sea Lord let your love runneth over me;  drowning insecurities  And magnifying worth I love , love.  And look for...